Tanya: Poetry

Living With Hatred

Kisses of death awaiting to be herd from a distance
strugling for one chance to be seen in a ray of light,
by thoughts of justice and love, creeping through the crevices of time
absorbing what was once told but now is forgotten only for a moment
to justify your hopes of making something of your self
instead of dreaming about happiness and costantly enjoying pain
as it releases itself from the detphs of darkness and cold.

The last goodbye

where did we go wrong on
this cold day of september,
fighting and yelling hurting one
another? we're sapposed to be
friends and more, i want to
say i love you
but i say good bye in my
mind. we have so much together
and so much more if we only let our
hearts join as one. we hurt each other
but we can get through this, look
past it all and know we dont have to apart
from each other. pain and suffering
is what we should not feel, it should
be joy and happiness, love and friendship.
so please don't ask me to say the
last good-bye

Emotions

life is hard at times
this i understandi
ask why everyday. i
feel pain and sorrow
happinessand sadness
i want to stop what i
feel for once and and
enjoy a peaceful life
no eruptions of mixed
signals and emotions
just the sign of every
thing is ok. i love you
and always for ever
but today i must pass
on today know we shall never meet again in
this world full of
lost emotions

Hurt

cries and suffering this is
what i am tired of, hope is lost
forever in our hearts why must
we feel the same everyday?
drama and emotions
get in our ways of
happiness only so we
can be full of anger and hurt.
please make it all stop, lets
wake up and stop to think
of what we are doing to one
another, lets cherish the time
we do have together and joy the
better things in life. no more
hurting and no more tears just smiles
and laughter hugs and joy, so please
no more hurt.

Cold

laughter and sadness piercing
the heart in cold dark sadness
aching so helplessly igniting
the joys of pain, only knowing
that we are hurting one another
in so many different ways and
forms, do you even realize
the hatred building up in-
side the heart of darkness
that i feel? please why wont
the maddness stop for just
one moment and let reality
escape the mind, body, soul.
its so cold right now and we
need love and friendship to
make it all toasty inside.
dont let me be alone i can stand
to fight any more and i will not
any more than i have to.

Fairies

glimmering so soundly in
the night sky, I look up
to see the wonder of it
all. peaceful at heart
and charming in so many
ways is the little fairies
that glide by so swiftly.
true to the matter of hope
and glory we see the
rainbow before our eyes
and think of all the happy
joys in life. glowing lil
wings smaller than we
imagine the brightness
of the little miricles
of hope and love. they bring
us together and make us as
one.